Gosh...had a bad dream about Justin last night. Dreamed that he was cheating on me with my friend from college he had dated when I first met him. He had been down to my dorm (in my dream I still lived in the dorms, except they looked an awful lot like Clark), and left a note while I was gone about how he just didn't make it down there and then went down the hall and left a message on Amy's door telling her he had a great time that weekend and was glad to see her. I asked her what had happened and she said he was just spending the night with her, that was all. But I had been upset that he was lying and cheating on me with her. Even though I knew she was innocent.
Anyway, weird dream. And I woke up uneasy and sad about it. But today I'm chatting with him on facebook...and I shouldn't be...because I need to end it for good. Gosh ....such a fool...
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